Bright lights put me in a trance,
but it ain't house music
that makes me wanna dance.
Scorpio | Lesbian | Poet | Colorado | 20
i say nigga too much
Her years have been bottled
and brewed to perfection
alongside mine
in a parallel universe.Universe meet,
so take me away.
You’re smarter than me;
I’m younger than you by a day.
We’re blowing away…
You’re walking away…I promise myself
not to pass twenty-two
if you will not take
my years with you.
(Source: lemonaccident)
I think without you, my bones will never warm up.
I’m worried my blood has stopped its flow,
my heart forgets why it beats
when it can’t feel you
next to me.
I just want you to know
that while these walls come crashing in
I still think you are, oh so beautiful.
I am not sure what pulled them down
but I know this place quickly
became quite a wreck.
I’ve made stacks of my sorrows
then transferred them into transparent jars
I’ve kept them hiding, all inside the walls.
Maybe it was their weight
that pulled the walls down.
Maybe it was their weight
that made the paint drip
that made the wall paper sag
that made the pictures hang crooked.
I have transfered myself inside the glass walls
My body is strained but I guess I don’t mind.
I have nothing better to do to pass the time
Your eyes are bright looking through to me
They ask me how this place fell apart so quick
but I know you know this happens every time you’re gone.
Lovers in hell
burning with shame.
Has this always been the
price to pay,
when two beautiful women
collide?
Have you ever felt alone?
Have you ever felt alive?
Flames will wake you
and keep you close in hand.
Scorching your skin
as you call for her again.
Tell her you love her more than
you could ever love a man,
although she never hears your voice decend.
The end is near and you’re alone
You’re guessing it makes sense
she blazed this whole place.
Save you the work,
since all the pictues are gone.
Saved you the tears that
that are already dried up.
Lovers in hell
always told to be ashamed.
Already prosecuted until our death day.
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i like the creases that describe your eyes
and the long nights of substance abuse
i can see where the sunlight hit your face
because you were still awake to watch it rise
your fallen petals are beautiful
telling me a story of your demise
i always see you falling from the past
i always see you rising from the ash
then the sun evaporates your dreams
i can see the wrinkles on your shirts sleeves
from mid-day naps, you’re just like me
all your imperfections are stiched in little rows
they all remind me, you are so beautiful
but all of your hope is slipping
through your fingers like vapor
here i come to course through your veins
and take all your anxieties away
let you flow like a river through the room
washing the ashes away.
bare foot serpents
aren’t we all the same?
crawling up the walls
don’t you trust us at all?
the leaves are falling
only during the night
you left before i had
a chance to cry
close eyed serpents
do you even know where we are?
sliding off the furniture
now you’re observing things
we’ve done only what we needed to
forever this shadow will walk behind us
i wish we could ask for an escape
as the brick walls weep
spine less serpent
won’t you lead the way?
ask for forgiveness
so we may deny your entry
follow us little lambs
redemption is just behind our doors
do you have any idea
who we are?
Standing outside your windows
watching you move through your day.
Keeping notes on how to be free
how to be free
but freedom isn’t noteworthy
so I know you are just a fool.
A bird with no wings can never fly
can never fly
so we dip our bodies into the ocean
to wash the tattered feathers away.
We must become ghosts if we wish to survive
we wish to survive.
We might have been coming in flocks
to cleanse our false pretenses away.
But the water will not rinse everything away
rinse everything away.
here we are
here we, have been
always lost forever spent wandering
you haven’t even tried to come find me
and the walls crumble
you’re a fool, you’re a fool
I’ll crumble right in front of you
who are you seeking
for advise
tell them not to fill you with lies
fill you full, you’re a fool
I swept you from the corner
like a spider web
I made a wish
like your dead soul was a dandelion seed
leave me now
and plant your demons
somewhere far
on a prairie with daisies
anywhere but my window seals
where I always catch your eyes peering in
you have no business on my eyelids
and I’ve grown tired of watching for you
Standing outside your windows
watching you move through your day.
Keeping notes on how to be free
how to be free
but freedom isn’t noteworthy
so I know you are just a fool.
A bird with no wings can never fly
can never fly
so we dip our bodies into the ocean
to wash the tattered feathers away.
We must become ghosts if we wish to survive
we wish to survive.
We might have been coming in flocks
to cleanse our false pretenses away.
But the water will not rinse everything away
rinse everything away.
breathe in
breathe out
breathe in
breathe out
breathe in
breathe out
watching the wall because i can’t meet your eyes
breathe in
breathe out
breathe in
breathe out
these don’t even look like real words anymore
breathe in
breathout
breathein
breathout
ican’ttellthecelilingsfromthewalls ican’ttellyourheartfromthetiles
breatheinbreathoutbreathinbreatheoutbreatheinbreatheout
and i have fallen from my chair.
i wasn’t listening to my own advise
breatheinbreatheoutbreatheinbreatheout
i keep telling myself but no one is listening
no one to listen
no one to listen
they aren’t even real words anyway
breathebreathebreathebreathe
inoutinoutinout
and my advise walks out the door
‘fore it tires of my hopeless ambitions
breatheinbreathoutbreatheinbreatheout
i advise myself to do it quickly
but i never listen to what i have to say
breatheinbreatheoutbreatheinbreatheout
let the crimson rivers show you the way
inhale. scream. exhale.
and i forgot why i’d been trying to convince myself of this all along